Hi there beautiful readers,

Let’s soar proper again to what occurred after my final put up. It took me some time to attempt to come to phrases with what occurred between Amr and Faisal. I additionally could not wrap my head round the entire, ‘Luci is pregnant’ lie. It bought me questioning, does Faisal even wish to begin a household with me or was that simply his means of fixing one among our marriage points.

I requested Faisal, straight up, and his reply was, no, he doesn’t wish to have a toddler now in any respect, and he simply wasn’t considering when he despatched that textual content. Actually, I was type of disillusioned with his reply, not that I wish to begin attempting but, I imply I wish to launch my very own enterprise first, however I simply thought he needed. Does that make sense? Am I even allowed to be upset about that?

I appear to be questioning lots of issues… Does Faisal even love me? I imply all we have been doing is simply avoiding our points. I’m simply actually bored with arguing and combating consistently, so avoiding issues has been my go-to for dealing with our issues. I was too afraid to ask him that query, and did what I do greatest – averted him all week lengthy. Launching your personal firm is lots tougher than folks say it’s, and I simply put all my vitality into it.

The one time I really noticed Faisal was on the finish of the week, the place we had been invited at one among his good friend’s for dinner. Oh and guess what, his good friend, Tarek, simply had a child with his spouse, Maha. At one level, Maha requested me to hold her child whereas she and Tarek went into the kitchen to get the meals. It was simply me, Faisal and a child within the room, yup it was awkward. Faisal simply stored me with a bizarre look on his face, I imply I guess it was type of a smile.

Me: What?

Faisal: Nothing…

Me: You are me humorous.

Faisal (laughs): I do not know, motherhood appears to be like good on you.

What’s it with this man? I swear, typically I surprise if I even know him in any respect. Does he need a child now? As a result of I look good holding a child. So many feelings had been speeding by means of my head, and I did not even suppose earlier than I answered, I simply blurted.

Me: I suppose we have to go for {couples} remedy!

Faisal did not look shocked, he barely even reacted, however what was surprising was that the infant threw up throughout me, to say the night time was horrible would simply be an understatement.

Remember to test Fustany each Saturday at 11:00 AM (Cairo time) for my new put up.

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